It is

I am in danger all day long
8 seconds away from getting my ass beat down
My hair pulled out
My ears shredded with all that
bleating and bloating
Never before have I realized
what an asshole I can be
And it's only when I'm feeling free
can't go back
can't give in
might flinch  run away
come back
make my way
And

the fear is gone
I will see through 
to the next dawn 
Not afraid anymore to wait
I know my life
whatever they say
Is in the fisted grip of fate
today tomorrow next life 
Not ever gonna know 
I just pray She won't let go
And 

For the days gone by 
I will step out from behind the lie 
I will keep the memory of us lit 
at the end of my cigarette
Believe you are best  
without a witness
draw your face 
when I'm faithless 
put your name 
on the guest list
And

I'm sorry I don't  say thank you the right  way  
because
This isn't ever going to end

It's the truth 
And
it isn't what you think